6th of June 2021
BOM dia amigos
Good morning everyone
A new day and everything is grey at the moment in my little village but the sun will be out later and up to 26 degrees from 13 now
Another morning when I wake up so sad and strange.
The mornings are difficult and it’s more complicated for me to tell my mind to be at ease and happy when I wake up
A very strange feeling and unusual for me not to be able to wake up simply happy about a new day.
It’s a new beginning, new month and the summer is almost here. I should be happy and grateful for everything. In a way I am but it’s the sadness that is getting in the way and making me miserable.
I should be grateful and happy for my life but not sad.
I should of course not talk about my feelings but I don’t care. I’m not in a box. I’m a human being feeling miserable and happy at the same time, which is normal.
I don’t need you to fix me. I just need to be able to tell the real me at this moment.
Later in the morning I will be fine again. It takes some effort but the goal is clear.
I send you hugs and kisses wherever you are in the world my friends
Beijinhos amigos e abraços grandes com amore e luz