3rd of October 2022
This is just a thought
I make mistakes, again and again.
I am human and that is why.
There is a prayer that the AA people use and it is a wise one.
GOD GRANT ME THE SERENETY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE AND CHANGE WHAT I CAN
I can not change the past.
I can change the future, i.e. the now.
I can regret the past and let it destroy my future, or I can accept the past and have my future bright and exciting. It is my choice.
I can be sad and angry and frustrated and disappointed but that does not change anything.
I don´t know if I have been fooled or if I have ben gullible or if I have just been naïve. I have most likely been all of this through my whole life.
Maybe I have just been true to myself and making the most of what I have had.
There are many ways to look at the past and there is also the opportunity to learn from it.
One thing is for sure.
The past is gone.
The past days and weeks are not what I would have liked them to be, but they were what they were and I accept that, because I can not change anything.
I don´t have to make a decision today about the future.
I just have to survive.
I will survive. I always do.
I am strong and I am healthy.
Tomorrow is coming and soon there will be a new year.
Next year will be different. I know that.
This year has been a struggle from day one and I am not going through the same again next year. That is in my power to change.
Now, as I have been doing for some time, I am going to make the most of my future today. I will make mistakes but most of the time I will be standing by my side and taking care of me and my happiness.
The fact is that if I am not happy with myself no one else can make me happy. The happiness is inside each and everyone and that is where to look for it.
MyI reader I wish you a good night and I hope your future will be ok.