16. September 2022
I have to admit that I am truly pissed off this morning.
According to the system I am too old for everything.
I am too old for the banks.
I am too old for being healthy.
I am too old for being spoken to like a grown up.
I should, according to the system, just sit down and wait for death.
I am totally useless according to the system.
I am truly angry, being treated like this.
Why am I so angry?
Well, I need 2700 EUR to take care of a very important matter.
I have been contacting people this morning asking about lenders here in the country where I live.
I got some suggestions and made contact with 2 companies, but, sorry, you are too old!
I could scream.
I am reliable, I pay all my bills on right time and people that know me, know this, but the bloody system is like a thick wall.
Why are we treated like idiots if we are not young in years?
There is no way I am going to give up but I am so terribly angry and humiliated.
Why should I not have the same right to have a future as 40 years old?
Why do people talk down to me just because I am at certain age?
Why am I crying out angry?
I think this is so unfair and I am a fighter, that’s why I am shouting and screaming.
I know there are many more than me that feel the same way and I am shouting for all of us.
There is no way we will stop being alive and thriving, even though we don´t have the decency to just shut up and keep quiet when we are certain aga.
Age is just a number.
Sorry about the language.