24th of December 2021
Everything happens for a reason.
I believe this with all my heart.
This year is almost over, 7 days left and the new one arrives.
I look back and there are shadows and sunshine and everything in between in my year number 2021.
The evil tried to destroy me.
The love saved me.
The voices that did not believe in good intentions were loud and clear.
I did not listen to them.
I listened to my heart and followed my instinct.
Where I will be this day next year is an open book for another day but it is up to me to make the most of the future and let every day count as a blessing and not as a course.
The bad is a lesson to learn from.
The good is a blessing to heal.
The disappointments are there to make me appreciate even more what I have already got.
The mind is powerful and the heart is worth listening to.
Gratitude is the guiding light through everything.
How can I be grateful for the sorrow and attacks?
Its all a choice of mine.
I can make up my mind and let other people be the source of my happiness or my unhappiness. It is all up to me and only me.
I feel blessed and grateful for the lessons of this year. They have brought me closer to happiness and piece and this Christmas EVE is the last one I will remember as full of sorrow and sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day with new beginning.
Tomorrow is a happy day with promises to bring me closer to my innermost little child who rests in my heart. I keep my little self, inside my heart and I nourish it with love and try to make it accept the past and look forward to the future. This is my responsibility.
Sometimes my little child in my heart cries and sometimes it laughs. There is nothing wrong with that. My little child is human and will never leave even though the body is of a grown-up woman the heart and soul are always the same.
I am grateful.
I am lucky.
I have found what matters most in the life, the love.
Thank you all who have made me realize how precious life is even in its darkest moments.