The cross road

In my life there are roads, some are straight ahead and some are bumpy.

There are even roads that I find comfortable and don´t want to leave.

Sometimes I just want to be in the box and not open it to see ahead, but that is not often, thank God.

Anyway, now I am at cross roads and needed to make up my mind where to go, should I go to the left or to the right?

Should I perhaps continue straight ahead?

I had a choice, I could be in the box traveling straight ahead on the road I know or I could turn when reaching the cross road and begin walking the new one.

I made a choice, I am going to change and walk the new unknown road. I am excited and looking forward to the adventures ahead. My life is never boring and don´t think that I will be like a good girl behaving like a perfect person. No, that’s not me. I need excitement in my life. I need adventures. I need something new every day.

If nothing exciting is happening in my life I just make something happen. Sometimes it is a vice choice and sometimes it is not.

I am reading a wonderful book about the power of love in our lives. It is not about love between a man and a woman in particular. It is about love in general and how we can make our lives changing if we emphasise on the wonderful feeling of love.

Some of us find our soul mate and some of us don´t.

Life is full of love, if we just unlock the box where we have it hidden.

Love can be frightening and negativity tries to take control. The power is in our hands and we can change our daily lives simply by putting love ahead of everything else.

I don´t like the Covid. I don´t like the masks. I don´t like not being able to be with my loved ones and give them hugs and kisses.

But –

The world is like it is today and it is not in my power to change everything but I can make sure that I surround me and my heart with loving thoughts and feelings, accepting what I cannot change.

I can wake up in the morning and see the day as a good day ahead full of adventures and happiness and tasks that I will make the most of for the good of me and those I care about.

In my little land the summer is still on holiday and has not arrived yet. The mornings are grey and cold but then the sun wakes up and everything is brighter. The mornings are fresh and grey. Everything is still. The birds are happy singing their songs and enjoying the situation.

I am happy and I am seriously in love with everything these days. What a wonderful feeling that is.

Gratitude is on top of my mind every minute of the day. My life is not to be taken for granted, my happiness is not to be taken for granted but I deserve it and I appreciate it.

There is a higher power somewhere taking care of everything and I am in that wave. I am recovering well after a surgery and now the seventh week of recovery has begun. The road ahead is unknown but it is the moment I have got that I will enjoy.

Hulda Björnsdóttir