5th of July 2021
Today is the 5th day of July and the summer is still in hiding here in my little village, which is good. The heat is not there and the fires are not there either. Enjoying the situation while it lasts is the goal. Today when I woke up the roads were wet and tiny drizzle. The next days are supposed to be around 20 something but then we get 30 at least for 3 days.
I have got new neighbours upstairs and they seem to be having a loud argument every day after midnight.
The mad one downstairs spent one night there few nights ago with a man and a woman. They had a loud discussion during the whole night.
I am grateful for the downstairs one not spending his nights there, but living in his mother’s house, which he inherited after her death last year, I think.
So, the reason I am writing now is this:
I have come to realise that if I think about what I want but don´t have I am not sending the right message to the universe.
Doing that I am sending the message of lacking and what I get is more lacking.
In a way it does make sense to me.
You get what you wish for! someone said
Instead of I want, I could say that I am grateful for what I have and for what I am getting. I can see myself in the situation I dream about and feel like it has already happened.
To be able to do this I have to know what I want my life to look like. Would I want changes or would I just want to stay the same, in the same box where I know everything or go on and find the exciting adventures that I so much like?
I want to go on and continue finding the excitement and adventures and I know exactly what I would want my life to look like.
To get to the new road I am walking every day.
To reach to the cross road takes some time but the cross road is just few months away, at them most.
Everything is shifting and I am grateful and excited.
I know what I like to happen and I believe it will.
Gratitude for what I have accomplished so far is there and gratitude for the process and the love for my life and my future is there.
Every day I prepare for the future.
Every day I see my future in a bright light, shining on me and my loved ones.
Every day I paint the picture and the details get there.
Patience for the end result, I told myself but then I thought, there is no end result, there is just the process of live and continuation of happiness and love.