16 th of January 2023
Its Monday and a new week. Now we have just 2 more weeks to survive through this month.
Yesterday was not a bad day but suddenly in the evening I cried again like my heart was breaking.
I don´t know.
It came just out of the blue.
Today so far has been almost normal.
It’s been raining a lot in my little village and the country is on cold warning.
The wind is blowing as well.
There are layers and layers on my body to keep me warm and I even managed to look decent, despite all the clothes!
I am praying and believing that everything will eventually turn out ok, and now it is just to be patient and calm.
If I need to cry, I cry.
If I need to laugh, I laugh.
If I want to be happy, I will be.
The goal is to accept what is and not try to control anything, just to let what is coming come, and make sure everything will be as it is supposed to be.
I am optimistic about this day.
I am grateful for being alive.
I am grateful for being loved.
I am grateful for being strong.
I am grateful for the beauty in the sadness.
I am grateful for the love and light that embraces me and my loved ones.
I think the universe is on my side.