14th of January 2023
Its a new day and tomorrow is a new week.
Yesterday was not too bad.
I went to Coimbra and met some nice people and forgot for a while about my situation.
I got a warm hug from a friend there and it helped a lot.
I didn´t sleep a lot during the night and I am getting thinner every day.
It is complicated but I will survive, just have to take it one day at a time and make the most of each moment.
I feel the pain the loved one is going through and it is affecting me. I truly wish I didn´t have this ability which some call a gift but I call a course.
We are who we are cant change that but sometimes we can adjust.
The month is halfway through and next week will arrive whatever I say.
I am optimistic sometimes during each day and that is good. When I fall back into the despair I know I will get up again and accept what is.
Today I need to rest a bit and try something new.
There is always hope.