29. august 2022
Another day, another month around the corner and everything in slow motion.
Patient, be patient is singing in my head this morning and I am relatively calm.
I am patient in a way but sometimes it is too much.
When I loose my patience I hurt people!
When I keep clam I allow people to be who they are and I just relax.
I can not change anyone but myself.
I am working hard in my self talk and I think it is bearing frut.
It will be interesting to see how I am this day next year. Will I still be in turmoil or will I have settled down?
Time will tell.
The future is NOW and at least that is working for me.
Stepping back and watching is also working.
Figuring out what the lesson is, might also be working.
I looked me in the eye and saw who I really am, some of it I like and other I have to change, but the best is that I was honest with myself and I know why I react often like I do.
One step forward is all I have got today but that is enough.