My thoughts shared with you

30th of January 2025

I need to brag

It’s so good to see the progress every day

Today was a huge day:

I managed to put my pyjamas on by myself after taking off the training clothes by myself

This was a miracle

Then I needed to get help transferring me to the bed

And it was the old grumpy one who came

Some people don’t know what empathy means

I’m grateful for the rest

I’m trying to do as much as possible by myself without overdoing it

Taking it one day at a time is a great idea
And it’s working 🙏🙏

Now I’ve got my laptop working and that means more freedom

Few nights before I came here and I was stuck I the place before I prayed to my ancestors and asked them crying to help me

The next day one of my friends contacted me and told me about montepio. She told me about good results there

I took it as a sign

Then friends began on Monday like a storm to contact and trying to find out if there was an available room in montepio

There was one and here I am now being treated and helped to get well again

I’ll be grateful for for the rest of my life.
Helena, Dani, Mauro were in the front line as my saviours.

Good people are like diamonds and they are in my life.

God bless you all my saviours.

Hulda Bjornsdottir

28th of January 2025

Tomorrow is the year of the snake in China

The biggest celebration of the year when people all around go to their hometown

And celebrate with their family and friends

This is huge and really interesting

I experienced many new years celebrating and they left me with precious memories

Sending all my Chinese friends big hugs and wishes for a prosperity on the year of the snake

I hope they all stay safe and happy

I miss my friends there and my students.

I miss the wonderful Chinese food

There is so much to remember when thinking back to those years teaching in China.

Hulda Bjornsdottir

28 janúar 2025

Nú gengur mikið á vegna FF

Ég hef aldrei verið aðdáandi Ingu

Frá upphafi eftir fyrsta gjörning hennar sá ég hrokann og eigin hagsmunum potið

Nú rísa upp merkir menn henni til varnar

Mér finnst hún hrokafull og gargandi frek

Hún kann ekki að haga sér sem leiðtogi í stjórn

Það er bara ekki í hennar eðli

En

Það má ekki minnast á neitt neikvætt varðandi hana

Ég spái því að hún drepi ríkisstjórnar samstarfið með hroka og frekju

Hún lofaði grimmt og mun ekki efna loforðin

Takið eftir að hún talar bara um öryrkja en ekki eldri borgara

Henni er alveg sama um eldri borgara

Búin að tryggja sinn hag

Hún notar allt sem mögulega getur bætt hennar kjör til hins ýtrasta

Nú finnst varnarliði hennar allt í lagi að reka flokkinn í 7 ár sem einræðisherra og passa að völdin dreifist ekki

Hulda Bjornsdottir

27th of January 2025

It’s a good day

I’m better and feeling optimistic

When you look at those pictures you can see the difference.

They are both taken this morning

Sitting up and getting into the shower and then into the chair is perfect

It was much easier this morning

Many people have been praying for me and I’m truly grateful

So wonderful to be alive

Hulda Bjornsdottir

27th of January 2025

A sunny morning even though the weather forecast is not good

Waking up and concentrating on getting well is a good idea

26th of January 2025

During the time I’ve been lying in bed helpless I’ve been going through some unfinished business

I deleted all pictures from the shit

I deleted all WhatsApp messages and people who are connected to the shit

The same went for Facebook

There were people on Facebook that I blocked as well even though I was not their friend

Some of my African friends also had to go even though I am not sure there was a connection. Just to be on the safe side

The idiot didn’t understand that after years of silence from me he still tried to connect

Stupid I thought but perhaps it’s just not good to loose a customer 🤣

There have been calls from Portugal and Africa which I could see where came from and of course I didn’t reply

During this time and the best is that I see now clearly all the lies and my feelings are completely dead

I went through a tough time during these years both emotionally and financially

But I am free now

Completely free

When I get home and my life becomes normal again I might continue to write about how it all happened and how it affected me

That’s for the future but feeling the emotional freedom is great

Not one word of truth came out of the shits mouth

The lies and manipulation were real at the time and I emotionally a wreck

Now I can clearly see the fake papers and I am a person who believes the best in everyone and fell into the trap

Again

The feeling of freedom emotionally is the greatest gift I got

I learned my lesson and that’s the main thing

Hulda Bjornsdottir

I’m lucky

I was saved from the hell

Soon the yellow flowers will cover the tree in front of the window

The garden is beautiful and soon I will walk there

Life is good with me and takes care of me

I’ve got a lot of good people around me

Elsa Alexandra helped me to wash and change pyjamas

Today I need to stay in bed

Yesterday I got sick and womited

The doctor gave me some medication to help and today I’m recovering

The one who came during the night was perfect

Kind and sympathetic

Her name is Tania just like my friend Tania

The sun is shining now but early it was raining heavily

This is going to be a good day

God bless all the wonderful people in my life

26th of January 2025

I’ve moved to a decent place where I am being treated like I deserve

My dear friend Helena and more people put their strength together and found Montepio where I am now

I get phisotherapy and am being treated

Moving from hell to a decent place is a miracle

I’m optimistic and doing everything in my power to get well and move back to my life

What’s gone is gone and now it’s progressing and moving forward

The view from my bed is beautiful

The place is next to my gym

It’s like being close to home

My dear Helena is my saviour and my friend

I’m lucky to have her and all the other people in my life

It’s a new year already and I hope it will be merciful to me

I’ve been through a lot during the last years and it would be good to have some normal for some time

I’m trying to be optimistic and the truth is that it’s difficult

But as they say, no pain no gain

I’m writing now just to get my mind off the situation and the fear

The pain is less today and that’s good 👍

The worst part is when they have to change the diaper

Some of the girls are nice and respectful but others just want to push

I’m not going to let them push hard!

A special lady, said one in a mocking tone again!

Some people are just idiots

Well I’m not letting someone like her control anything

The 2 bosses were not here in the morning and everything went smoothly and the staff was relaxed doing their job and it didn’t take more time to get everyone ready for the day

It just felt, good

I’m going to finish this now

Have a good day

Hulda Bjornsdottir

1st of January 2025

It’s strange to write 2025 instead of 2024

But this is the way it goes

Time moves on

I begin the year lying down and not able to move around

It’s annoying and frustrating but it’s what it is

I’m staying in a hospital which is a home for old people and they are moved in the morning to some place downstairs where they spend the whole day and after dinner they are moved back to their rooms for the night

I’ve no idea what they do during the day

Anyway, being in this hospital is okay and it saved me.

My dear friend helped me to get here and she is helping me through this and I’m truly grateful.

I can’t imagine what I would have done without her

Life goes on and I will if course stand on my feet again and go home to normal life.

I’ve seen many things here that are interesting and I know now a bit more

This whole journey through the 3 weeks so far has been very painful but I hope for better

Happy New to you my readers

Hulda Bjornsdottir