20th of June 2023
Today is a good day.
In my little village the clouds are shining before the extreme heat arrives closer to the weekend.
It will be very hot, 30 degrees and more. I’m not too happy about that but grateful for how late the heat arrives.
On Thursday I will be in bed most of the day and perhaps for some days. I have already made soup that I can drink cold. The first days are going to be cold soup and ice on my face!
I’m happy to be finally free from the slavery and manipulation of the scammer. I feel fine today and have accepted what I can´t change.
He is a stupid idiot who I felt sorry for and thought a real man!
He was never true, he was from day one just a pathetic scammer and a manipulator.
I am not angry with myself for falling for the scam.
It was just normal. I am a person with good heart and it is easy to deceive people like me.
In my heart I knew he was not worthy of my love but I gave it anyway.
I am free!
My life is back and now it is just building what was destroyed.
There are steps to be taken and they have to wait a bit.
Life goes on and everything will be fine.
Next year I will walk around the streets of London and enjoy the multicultural atmosphere.
Going to China town and having Chinese food will be the pure pleasure of the trip.
Saving for the trip every month makes it easy to travel and I don´t have to worry about a thing.
Life is truly good
I am grateful for my freedom, at last I had the courage to face the facts.
My life will never be the same but it will be even better and happier every day for the rest of my staying on this earth.
I am happy
Hulda Bjornsdottir
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