Crying is ok

6th of February 2025

Today was a strange day

I cried in the morning

Thinking about never gonna be normal again and crying my heart out

Then I had to wait forever for the help to get out of bed and into the shower 🚿

There is lack of helpers today but that’s not my business

Anyway I felt alone and miserable

I cried and prayed to my ancestors to help me

I feel alone sometimes but that’s normal

I’m afraid of not going to be myself after this

It takes time to heal and it takes patience

Some memories popped up and made me sad

I went to the phisio and recovered there doing everything in my power to get well

It’s frustrating to look at the time I spent in the other place and I would have died there

Now I’m in montepio and I get phisotherapy 5 times a week and it helps

Being sad in-between is ok

Hulda Bjornsdottir