The revenge is sweet!

18th of oktober 2024

The revenge

It´s evening in my little land

The days are getting shorter and next weekend we change the clock to wintertime.

Time flies.

This year is almost over as well and a lot has happened but mostly it has been good.

I am grateful for how everything turned out, even though totally different from what I expected 2021.

I have been writing about the SHIT who destroyed my life for a while and my rising up is a miracle.

During the years, since I began to prepare for the new life with the SHIT, I have been in a role coaster.

Sometimes it has been seriously bad with crying and despair.

Other times it has been with guilt and shame.

The spectrum of feelings I have been going through is unbelievable.

But the miracle happened and I broke free and am going through the process and feeling rather good about my strength and courage.

Daring to tell the story as it was is easy for me.

I have nothing to lose but everything to gain.

The lies, the cheating, the theft, it was all devastating at the time it happened but the universe made sure I would survive and get my life back.

I am excited.

In January I plan to buy a car, mine is getting old and its time to change.

Now I am saving for the new one and patience is with me.

Sometimes I get angry and think about all the money I gave the SHIT so he could manage to come to me and we could live together until the end.

I could buy a NEW car for the money the SHIT got. HI

Looking at how he managed to get it is nothing less than a theft.

He stole the money by lying to me about the papers, about the agents and all the other things he needed to survive in Nigeria until he got the VISA to go to Portugal.

It´s kind of pathetic to look myself in the eye and admit how gullible I was and how easy target I was.

My revenge, but that is where I am now in the process of healing, is to write exactly about the communications and make the SHIT appear like the SHIT he is.

I will in the future post the writing so the whole world will see, but at the moment it is more like a draft than finished.

It is interesting to see from where people are reading my blogs.

I don´t know anyone in some of the countries but they still seem to follow every blog.

The SHIT will be showed to the world for what he really is.

The papers he showed me are all fake, I know that.

The agents he told me were taking care of the application are fake. There were never any agents.

I wonder what did he do with all the money.

I will never know, but what I know is that there are some of them working together and maybe they just split between the group.

I am in a revenge mode this day, and tomorrow I may be in another mode. I don´t know.

What I know is that my freedom is around the corner. I need to face the facts and I need to forgive myself for being such an idiot, believing the unbelievable.

There was a pattern. This time of the month the SHIT became the loving caring husband until he got the money and he went into a distant mode for a while.

I complained about this and was convinced that I was wrong.

Have you ever heard of narcissists and how they work? He fits perfectly into that box.

I was the perfect victim.

The bright side is that the victim is rising up and the strength is back.

Gratitude is the key.

Hulda Bjornsdottir