I wish life was simple!

5th of September 2024

A lot is happening in my life, just as it should.

Somethings are good and other things are not so good.

I have already begun to write the book about the Shit and how I fell for the sweet talking.

Day before yesterday I went through all the messages on Facebook from 2021.

It was interesting to see how quickly I fell. He has deleted his Facebook and opened a new one. Facebook sent me a note about this new member and suggested I would friend him! The algorithm is everywhere!

I have already written few pages and telling the whole truth as I see it. It does help a bit to look at the past without anger or feeling pathetic.

Everything in my life happens for a reason, or that is what I believe.

My life goes on and now it is September.

Day before yesterday I needed to go to Coimbra to take care of some things.

In Coimbra I realised that I didn’t have my phone with me, which I normally have when I go somewhere.

I thought it would be home on my kitchen table and I had just forgotten to put it in my purse.

I came home and there was no phone!

This was strange, I looked everywhere in my apartment and tried to call the number but the phone was not replying.

I even went to the bin and took out the bag I had thrown before I left but there was no phone!

I went to my neighbour’s work and asked her if she had seen my phone when she got home during lunch. No she had not seen anything.

I decided to go back to Coimbra and just buy a new phone, there was no way I could be without a phone and I need 2 of them because of some electric documents.

I got a phone for 200 euro and next stop was MEO in to get a second card for my number, to use in the new phone!

Everything went well and I got home.

I experimented with the new old phone setting it up and it took a long time of frustration and I really did not like the new one!

It was bedtime and suddenly I decided to once again go through all the apartment and see if I could find the phone. I had a feeling that it was somewhere safe.

Suddenly I remembered that before I left I had to get a scarf and I had got it.

When I looked into the drawer and dug deep, guess what! There was my best friend, my phone.

What a relief.

Yesterday I took the new phone back to Coimbra and asked them if I could give it back.

I could give it back but not the money, just a paper for 200 eur to use another time.

That’s ok. Next year I will perhaps buy a new one!

This year I am busy saving money for the newer car! And am on a tight budged this year!

Living in the condominium is complicated. The Syrians upstairs are now back from holiday and I am worried about how they will reach when I start using my fireplace.

Last year they complained.

I am not sure what to do if they knock on my door and have been thinking I need to talk to my lawyer about what rights I have.

My plan is to use the fireplace to save the gas money during this winter, so I can save more for my new car.

Yesterday I got the bill for cutting the gras and tidying up the garden around the condominium. 212 eur which I paired today.

I was going to try to get the others to pay their part but now I am not sure. I just now the Simians wont pay anything, they never pay anything belonging to the condominium, they just complain about what goes wrong!

The money are ok, if they would make me untouchable, but that might be a problem.

Now I just have to wait and not be too worried.

Nothing solves the situation by being half dead of wires.

I have to ramming me that I am stronger than the idiots upstairs!

My crime is to be a woman and live alone and not letting the Syrian control me!

I think I will ask my lawyer for an appointment and discuss with her what I can do.

Then at least I would have some idea about my rights.

This is annoing.

Life is a challenge. I know that. Being optimistic is a challenge and does need courage.

I am courageus and everything will be ok at the end.

Standing by myself is the challenge.

I overcame the SHIT and his manipulation, so everything is possible!

Sometimes all I can do is to accept what is and have faith in what will be!

Hulda Bjornsdottir